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Monday, March 31, 2008
im like at dnt now , yes i know i shouldnt be doing all this blogging . and im like lagging behind . way behind when all my friends are already at detailed. yes . hahaha . BUT IM LIKE HAVING SUPER BACK ACHE . LIKE ALL OVER MY BODY . SERIOUSLY.especially my back . and arms ! 20 PUSH CAUSES PAIN ,LOADS OF PAIN . and i think i used the wrong muscle . its like pain in the ARM PIT !!!! ok . a lil too much informations . (cause im like super high right now ) i've finally thought of an idea .ok . no i didnt think bout it . mr ng did .he didnt scold me . and maybe im kinda taking advantage of him . like being lazy and constant procrastination ! i think im gonna tell mr nazri that i cant run 2.4 tml . imagine i've gotta run 2.4 , which starts at 4+ and my class is the last class. so we'll probably end at 6.30-7 +++ . and i wont have time to rush d0wn to studio wu for jazz. i dont wanna miss another jazz lesson . like seriously .cause its like i've already missed my first class/season last week cause SOMEONE told us the time wrongly. ok . maybe it wasnt totally her fault . i should have just brought my clothes and FOOT thong and ignore her/the information given . and thats not it ! after that i have jazz rehearsals . jazz ends at 9pm . and it usually drags . till about 9.15 . so i believe sheila will probably end class at like 10.30- 11 . lols .im like so dead ! i asked glady if rehearsals are standard 1.5 hours . then she said it really depends on the instructor themselves. then im like .. OH MY GOSH. THEN JAZZ WILL END LIKE AT 11? !at first she's like no la .. then she's like . ya la . haha . cause sheila....LOLS. damn dead. but im anticipating that will be dancing to never give up by yolander adams . cause thats the song for the new season and i doubt she'll have time to choreograph another routine .she's already so busy with the recital . oh ya . back to 2.4 .I SHOULD SKIP RIGHT. its like i'll be FREAKING tired and more importantly .I'LL MISS JAZZ WARM UPS .which sheila doesnt like . (she doesnt like ppl to come late, who will ? ) oh ya and i believe i'll be going on diet . no not because im fat .will maybe . okay fine . i think im having too much fats around my tummy . and like i'll be in girls hip hop item . do u seriously wanna see someone doing something sexy , great moves , SASSY MOVES. with the fats bouncing . and audience's attention wouldnt be on the dance , it'll be on "OH MY GOSH THE DANCER HAVE SO MUCH FATS ON THE STOMACH" . i'm so not gonna embarrass myself with letting ppl think like that . im not like going on diet diet ! its more like working out and eating lesser and the right food . i've been eating JUNKS ! like subway subway subway (EAT FRESH!) .. (crazy ppl/DANCERS ...*winks*) i cant lose weight by working out . cause apparently most weight comes from my muscle .which are big and gross. obviously i've got lots of flabs too . *POINGG...*(fats bounce) therefore the only way i can lose fats is by eating lesser. like hello?i work out everyday . so u have to be speechless. MORE CRANCHES BABY . actually i love to feel pain around the stomach . i need more muscles. i need to lose weight desperately . and i've got around 2 months . NO MORE TEMPTATION ! (shiying u BETTER NOT TEMPT ME ! SHU WEI , THAT APPLIES TO U TOO ,NO TEMPTING ME AND NO FOOD FOR U TOO) AND NO MORE PROCRASTINATION ( IN TERMS OF GOING ON DIET) most of u guys will go like " oh no , you're not fat la " u haven seen my secret treasure (trash) wait till u weigh as heavy as me , and wait till ur stomach bounces , you'll start crying and lao shi thinks i should lose weight too . she always tells me that i look fatter each time she sees me . but everytime , ok maybe not everytime , when lu wei comes .she always tells me that i look thinner . how weird ehs ? like practically on the same day . lao shi came .and she was like NI FEI LE LEH ! YIN GAI JIAN JIAN FEI ! then lu wei came after a few mins .she's like NI HAO XIANG SHUO LE LEH ! ????? on my head .im like HUH!? then i started smiling , KE SHI LAO SHI SHUO WO FEI LE !!
in conclusion i need to lose weight ! i'll just surprise lao shi ,coming back to dance ( i haven step down so cant count as coming back ) THINNER! (which is 70% most likely not to happen) if you are a hiphop dancer , u dont have to care bout your weight . seriously . but if u do modern /jazz. u have to be thin , and light to be able to look good on stage . and good in costumes. cause all the costumes are tight fitting . dont have to talk about yourself . your choreographer wouldnt want their dancers to look fat . all the dancers in the dance piece are usually suppose to look the same . imagine your other dance friends are all thin . and then you're like fuking fat then u will definitely stand out . without needing to dance well . (in an negative manner)
im just being frank . and its the fact . in the dance industry . weight DOES matter. ppl ocstracize fat ppl . esp professional dance companies . (jazz/modern /contem/ballet) which is what im heading for . or WANTS to head into . yup
gtg . loves! DNT ROCKS . when i blogs!
p/s: i know my post is damn long . dont skim through .READ LA ! so lazy dont come my blog loh ! go on !scoll up ! READ THROUGH ! i typed all these in 15 mins ok !
