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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
so many ppl have been telling me that im looking kinda pale . do i ? i seriously cant tell . im not feeling faint or anything . must that my meals are really irregular. 1 day i can be eating like rice every single meal . then the next im like eating only 2 meals a day / bread and lunch . yea . today i had zinger and waffle . i know . unhealthy . cant resist . LOLS. my stomach is like getting bigger. though my sister said my arms are smaller now .i came up with a conclusion that the fats from my arms travelled to my stomach . oh well . my new bag is spoilt . im like sooo freaking sad . cause i just bought it . oh well ! i'll buy a new one after exams . =X . this time i'll get something reliable .no more from bugis street .cheap cheena shit . i managed to do a lil math today . and i did a few chapters of tys . damn boring . oh damn , im getting obsessed with stitch . so cute ,aint it ? tml jazz lesson , mom's gonna nag again . i know i know .
i dont understand why some guys can be so desperate over girls . as in looking for a girlfriend or COMPANION desperately . seriously i grosses me out . even ppl whom i actually know are like that . it makes me think , is it really that important ? to have a companion ? why do people look for girlfriends / boyfriends for desperately . it only shows how LONELY you actually are . im talking about this because i actually know a few (which was our subject to talk about *winks* boon ) who are like that . this school is pathetic, i cant wait to go to poly . i miss kuku ,hh etc.i met kuku yesterday at DG . lol. i really wanna go poly soon . you might think that im saying this because i dont have a boyfriend or whatever. but seriously , i dont need one at this point of time . i have my friends , i have dance , and most importantly i have my o levels to worry about . wanting a boyfriend /girlfriend is one thing , but being DESPERATE and FLIRTATIOUS is another .
after accessing and evaluating this few ppl . i realised there are 2 types. one is those who desperately finds a girl/boy and constantly messaging them giving them the wrong impression that you're in love with them( i despise this type ). however ,in the end when the other person really falls in love with you,and u found someone even more attractive , u tell them in the face that u have never liked them and that they got the wrong idea. the second type is those who desperately finds any guy and keeps going crazy over them . how shall i describe... hmmmm... let me think . this type gives ppl the wrong impression that they are ATTACHED to ppl , but in actual fact, THEY ARE NOT . falls in loves with any guy , absolutely any guy above average and go gaga over them . and thinks that the guy takes notice and cares for you but in reality, they dont even bother. for example : OH MY GOD . I DID A WRONG STEP . andy must be soooooooooo disappointed with me . ( thinking that they even bothered to look at you) if it was me , and you danced horribly i wouldnt even bother wasting my time staring at you , you just DANCE horribly fullstop. ok . i know im a bitch to BITCH about this . (obviously some of your know who im implying for the second point, DUH , its so god damn obvious)
