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Sunday, February 1, 2009
today was a moody day for me . or rather , i think a lot . i reluctantly woke up to prepare for dance . walked out my house , ipod on , flightless bird . reached the mrt , saw tanny .HAHAHA i had a feeling i will see her . HA ! damn tired. went in the studio . we danced to mr.me too =D
nice , i like. i immediately fell in love with the choreo . im serious. haha , its pretty long since bryan did this type. the last 1 i like / remembered- DIVA. I LIKE I LIKE. and i thought to myself "just enjoy" . which i did . i mean , usually i have a lot of things running through my head. mainly , AM I DOING IT RIGHT ? ISIT GOOD ENOUGH ?! and sad to say but also " am i better than others ? " ya , its a very very bad thing . esp if it becomes a habit . i tend stare at other's and lose my concentration on perfecting angles/steps. i enjoyed the choreo , but when bryan didnt do with us /my group , i dont have that feel. everything was going down. energy level esp. if you dance , i think you'll get what im saying . and the worst part is i get called up for mr.me too and black and gold, when i dont even feel like im doing it well . whereas , when i have the "feel" , and am feeling a lil more confident , i nv get called up or whatever. instead, ppl will tell me my mistakes and stuff. as in , im doing it badly. it sucks.
or maybe enjoying myself is the most important thing ? and stop thinking so much . just concentrate on getting the steps and enjoy the whole process. =D yes, thats exactly what i shall do frm now on =D
so after dance we walked to central . ramen ! ahaha, bryan's treat. then desert. our treat. after which , we went for movie . bridewar . ok ok la. lol .
