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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
my favourite
camp was awesome . the people ? yea boy , they were awesome too . i took class 1c. my very own class . sec 1c . it started pretty roughly. but it soon smoothen out . YEA. 1c ROCKS! no doubt. (cause im a ex 1c too !=X)
of course we won the best mascot (I DESIGN ONE OK ! ) plus BEST CHEER. plus BEST CLASS OVERALL ! and most creative camper. HA!
i nv knew i too can get so affected by dance. i always though , hiphop ? street style ? im never good at those genres , hence i will always take it easy . but recently, i feel i improved a lil . esp in ghetto and street jazz . i tingy lil bit. and getting called up helped boost my confidence too =D but the thing is , this improvement is inconsistent . and some times, i dont even understand why im not doing it well . lets take yesterday for example. i thought i could catch and everything , but no . i danced like crap for j/k pop. yes , bryan turned around and told me to loosen up. i was wayyy tooo tense up , using tooooo much energy and stuff. furthermore, i didnt like the feeling of dancing alone . (idk, dont ask me what i mean ) felt mentally block . i was damn sad , and the next lesson i teared during warm up . then again , it made me wonder when will i ever reach where those elites are. like i will never ever be good enough . im not saying i wanna be an elite or whatever, i just i wanna improve. well, getting called up didnt helped though . i still feel like im not good enough . nv good enough .
