lol , made her super malu =D. 

then after that , t01 came . 

sorta gathering/lunch/celebration.

didnt really celebrate cause it was a pretty last min thing .

boy , only after we meet up , we realized how much we truly missed one another .

of course , i hope my current class will bond and become like to1. =D

after that , went for org beh 's lecture.

was alright , just that the lecturer was a lil fucked up by noises.

after which , i went for auditions for modern dance.

boon accompanied me for a while , then he went off first. 

i was alone.

kinda.

emo kid.

i wanted to stretch , but it felt weird ,cause nobody was actually stretching nor warming up .

i dont want to be seen as a show off. 

but i tried not warming up , until finally i couldn't stand it . 

i don't like the feeling or my body not warmed up / stretched before dancing ,

neither do i wanna risk injuring myself.

so yea , stretched until 6.40 + + then we went in .

learn some pretty easy choreo and danced.

then we were told to freestyle. for a few 8s until ryan said stop.

so yea , i did . i freestyled.

i did a fan kick , i stretched , i throw everything i knew. 

then i realized....................... nobody was freestyling except me !

i made myself damn prominent , which i didnt exactly wanted.

i felt like i made a fool of myself , cause the rest just stood there staring at me . 

maybe i should've tried so hard .

then rushed down to studio wu , jazz=D . 

disturbia . 

i like the choreo . 

then sheila called 4 of us up . 

then she was like 

"ok , your can all look at shir lyn . 

cause she look the scariest"

-_=.

i was happy when she said the first sentence , until she said the second.

=(

oh btw , i don't know if i mentioned it already , but we're suppose to be portrayed as crazy people, people who are paranoid or creature-like people in the choreo.

well .... so i did ! 

i let down my hair and danced like some crazy person (which wasn't very difficult , just be myself)

i love jazz, i love being exposed to different style in jazz. 

of course my favourite being emo, lyrical , then street jazz then any other kind of jazz.

i think i can only excel well in jazz . 

one of the reasons why i like jazz most is because we different kind of characters.

emo , divas, bimbos , mad people , drug addicts . 

everything .

its fun .

its like being in drama , just that u don't use your mouth to express it  .

you use your body movements to express it out . 

as for hip hop , yes , i do like hip hop , but im not there yet , hence i need more practice.

sorry , just felt like blogging . i know my post is damn long . 

congrates to u if you managed to read finish without missing a line .