that was exactly how i felt today . 

i couldn't catch a shit . 

i felt like a total loser. 

TOTAL LOSER.

i've never felt like that before , ever. 

i've always thought i'll get through it somehow , but today , was no 

where near "getting through" . 

i was literally the worst there. 

what's the point of catching choreo when u cant even do basic techniques.

the first thought that came up in my head was to run away and never come back . 

but i know , this class will be beneficial for me .

i dont know . 

i'll get through the "loser" phase i hope. 

don't talk /agitate me , i swear i'll break down and cry .