im easily affected , and lose my concentration .

i'm not even THAT good at what i do .

its so frustrating .

with myself.

dont' get me wrong . i dont think im the best , nor wants to be best.

its just that , jazz my better genre as compared to modern,hiphop or what so ever.

but im bad at it too .

im starting to lose it .

i am .

losing my motivation . getting demoralized.

im feeling really stressed .

my steps are not clean .

im so freaking frustrated and stress with myself that i didnt even dance to the music.