disturbia girls =D


huh ?


i felt much better after the masque .
what i mean ?
i mean , before the masque , i had a lot more to worry .
being fat , doing the choreo well , remembering the choreo , etc.
on top of that , i still attend classes daily.
after classes ? rehearsals till pass 12mn .
i had insufficient sleep, hence i was constantly tired . furthermore , i was starving myself .
going for classes were merely a routine for me .
i couldn't absorb anything .
i was just doing steps.
after the showcase, i felt so much better.
i ate , and ate and ate .
i was happier .
i know this sounds childish , but its true .
i felt much happier .
i could use my heart to dance , feel the music . and try to execute better.
but dont get me wrong , i dont hate performing .
its the best part about dancing.
all this stress is good .
i learnt from my mistakes.
i was too complacent .
i learn a lot frm sheila, who always let me part of her item.
i also learn about the importance of being able to adapt and dance with people you have never dance before , and feeling this people . cultivating chemistry between the group .
i learn a lot . its important , its a good experience.
and im grateful that sheila let me be a part of this showcase ,
because i'm not even in studio wu elite team.
im lucky though , i am . to always be able to dance with good dancers , and learn from them .
i did had my fun too =D .