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Wednesday, October 7, 2009
what happen to me ? =(
my retarded sister and i
tpde: i keep skipping tpde. first was bangkok. then now cause of my xray. SOON SOON ! BRACES SOON=) !! i need to start going on diet . sucks. i hate that . but oh well . eat less,shit more . i shited hell lot of times today . poor ruixin have to lift me . i swear im fucking heavy . im gonna injure their back . and im real guilty abt it . kevon and ruixin was trying to lift me the other day . i feel real bad . fat like shit . arghhhhh
i think im losing my jazz feel already . too much hiphop . i thought i did maintain. but no , i think im losing it .jazz , my favourite-st genre . i cant ,i cant , i cant. i've been dancing every single day for the last 6 months. its not exactly a good thing. because im getting tired. my body is breaking down. i thought my short getaway will revitalize my body & mind and make me wanna dance again . somehow.. nope . doesn't make a difference apparently. i wanna go out with my cliques. im missing them . i missing out a lot . astons on friday ! :) i'll update abt thailand soon=)
