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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
one of those pathetic dance moments again .
seriously , when will i ever be like that .? no i dont expect to be exactly like the dope as ever ellen kim . but i would really wanna dance like that . my hiphop is like crap . my jazz techniques is cmi . (dont compare me to you , cause if u JUST started learning, its not even comparable to me . im not hao -lian ing . its just that i've been doing jazz for so long already , and my techniques is still like that , it IS cmi. ) and my musicality is pathetic , i am serious . hence , i will never be able to catch LA hiphop .
also , i think its true . that im a individualist. so what if u dance well ? cause if u stay in your individual box , u will never be able to dance with others . then u perform what ? shit ? perform solo. well , im not even that strong , so this option is out for me . but i'll learn . . when i was in secondary school , i always get solo ( ya la ya la, let me hao lian abit can .i now dont have mah !! ) i mean like seriously , in secondary school , its only a small lil portion of people . its damn easy to be better than others when u already have dance background right . ok anyway , so my lao shi always gives me solo, well , this is where the problem arise . people accommodate to me , shift their position away for me to dance .(shiok right ....dont roll your eyes at me la . . ) then now , i dont even have the basic spacial awareness . which is FUCKING RETARDED. im a loser. yes i am . and. . . . its a different thing when u get outta sec sch into the dance world .seriously , you will be nobody if u dont work hard. apparently , im still nobody , but im trying my best to work hard.
u know what , maybe is because im a super hao lian , action mama , think i damn good dancer . ah ya ! dont know la . im pathetic. BYE !
